By Deb Lawless-Miller

Memoir

Addiction has no boundaries. Anyone can find themselves struggling. Deb Lawless-Miller didn’t fit any picture she held of what a drug addict would look like and found it all too easy to deny that she had a problem. She became trapped in a web of lies to her parents, her husband and child, her boss, and to herself.

This deeply moving memoir takes us through three phases of her adult life: the chase, the crash, and the choice. She brings the reader alongside her into every scene, whether it’s forging prescriptions, going through withdrawals while in a courtroom, or entering rehab—but through it all, staying connected to her bottomless well of love for her young son.

One. Little. Pill. is a gripping story of the opioid crisis at a profoundly personal level. It is a true account of resilience, recovery, and the significance of a Higher Power.

One. Little. Pill. is not only an engaging chronicle of one woman’s journey through addiction and 12-Step recovery, it’s a beacon of hope for anyone who feels alone with substance use challenges or wants to help a loved one in that situation. Deb Lawless-Miller takes readers through every difficult step so candidly that her eventual spiritual awakening and transformation is completely relatable. The victory of lightness, healing, and purpose becomes a real possibility for anyone who can muster a little courage to make a change, one day at a time.

Author

Deb Lawless-Miller

Deb is deeply passionate about advocating for others, expressing herself through writing, and giving back to her community. In addition to pursuing her writing interests, she dedicates herself to various non-profit initiatives, particularly those focused on supporting recovery and pediatric cancer research. Her involvement in these causes reflects her sincere commitment to making a difference.

Having served as the Past President and Board member of Vie for the Kids, Inc, Deb feels grateful for the opportunity to have contributed to the organization’s mission of aiding children in need. She cherishes her time spent on the Family Advisory Board and Security Council Board of the Connecticut Children’s Medical Center, where she and fellow volunteers worked together to support the Oncology department.

Recognizing the value of community-driven efforts, Deb humbly acknowledges her role in founding and chairing the Robby Brisco Open, an event aimed at fundraising for pediatric cancer research and clinical trials.

Currently, Deb participates as a member of Impact 100 SRQ, finding fulfillment in the collective efforts to empower women to enact positive change in their communities. Her role as a consultant for EqualSRQ is a privilege she embraces, advocating for adults in recovery from substance use disorder. Moreover, she modestly contributes to the development team at Booostr.co, utilizing technology to support non-profit organizations.

Through her diverse experiences and steadfast dedication, Deb strives to be a catalyst for positive change, both locally and beyond, with humility and gratitude guiding her every step.

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Reviewed in the United States on May 16, 2024

**Book Review: “One Little Pill” by Deb Lawless Miller**

“One Little Pill” by Deb Lawless Miller

This book is raw and honest, offering readers an intimate glimpse into the challenges she faced and the unwavering faith that guided her through. Her story is not just about overcoming addiction but about the profound changes that can occur when one surrenders to a higher power. Her faith in God emerges as a central theme, providing her with the strength and resilience needed to navigate the darkest moments of her life.
Her writing is both inspiring and empowering. Her vulnerability and authenticity resonate with readers, making her story relatable and uplifting. She does not shy away from discussing the hardships and setbacks, but her unwavering faith in God shines through as the driving force behind her perseverance and ultimate.

It is a must-read for anyone seeking inspiration and a deeper understanding of the profound impact that faith can have on one’s life. Her story is a testament to the miraculous possibilities that faith, coupled with determination and support, can bring about in the journey toward healing and recovery.

A Heartfelt True Story for Inspiration and Hope

Reviewed in the United States on May 16, 2024

This is an incredibly moving and personal memoir that touched my heart deeply. Deb invites us into her life with raw honesty, sharing her gut-wrenching journey from addiction to recovery. Her love for her son shines throughout the book. Like the title: One. Little. Pill. – My Journey from Addiction and Darkness to Purpose and Light, I felt like I was on a journey alongside her and it was often a wild ride! Deb Lawless-Miller rips away the stereotypes about addiction and shows the reader the truth including the incredible power of love, faith and resilience. If you or a loved one are facing similar challenges, Deb’s story will provide comfort, inspiration, and a reminder that recovery is always possible.
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Healing is an art.

It takes time.

It takes practice.

It takes love.

– Anonymous

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